Sometimes I think about you

But only sometimes…

And I wonder if you can smile without me smiling
And I wonder how you breathe in my absence
I wonder if you think about me every time you make love with her

Or just sometimes?

I dream about you mostly in the sunny mornings
When that golden light comes into my eyes
Touching my mouth, my skin, my hair
I feel you and then I feel that cold startle of you
Not being there
But only in some of the mornings

But mostly I think about you when I light my cigarette
We used to light our cigarettes and you used to smoke mine
You used to smoke me with greed
And I used to let myself wandering in your veins

And now I am trying to quit smoking.

FOTO: Jan Saudek – Olga in the clouds
Muzica: Damien Rice

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